oh honey! I am so sorry for you, I know how you feel like! I've already felt things like this several times and I am really bad when it comes to forgetting and forgiving. but trust me, one day you will forget or at least you can smile about that idiot and be happy for the one you got then. the right one will come, 100 percent. you are a way to beautiful soul and girl that you wouldn't get, what you deserve. and you deserve true, honest love! You should be with someone who can make you dancing on air happy. don't give up and don't waste your thoughts and tears for someone who doesn't deserve it!
and always remember: your friends care about you and so I do! You are still so young, I am sure you will have tons of happy moments in your life! <3
if you wanna talk, I'll be online this night (skype)